Lots of love to you Ash. You will never be forgotten.
ASHLEY CALLIE,ONE YEAR LATER-BY TARRY-ANNE HELOEIN
A YEAR HAS GONE BY,SINCE THE DAY YOU WHISPERED GOODBYE.
HOW SAD IT HAS BEEN,THAT YOU, WE NO LONGER SEE,
MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
365 DAYS SINCE THAT VERY TRAGIC DAY
BUT EVEN NOW YOUR DEATH IS AMAZINGLY SHOCKING,
I’VE MISSED YOU,THOUGHT YOU ONLY WENT TO VISIT FAR AWAY
ASLEEP YOU FELL THERE,NEVER TO RETURN.IN FLESH YOUR
ABSENCE IS HARD TO BEAR
EMOTIONALLY TO PAINFUL TO FORGET,BUT IN SPIRIT YOU ALWAYS NEAR.
THOUGH YEARS COME AND GO,YOU IN MY MIND AND HEART
WHERE I FOREVER HOLD YOU DEAR.
I can’t believe that it’s already one year that Ash was taken away from us.Today I just want to forget all the negative stuff and remember her for who she was and the great impact she had in my life.
Although I did not know her personally,she was always
close to my heart and still is in spirit.I wish that
horrific accident never happened and that she was still here.
South Africa had lost it’s greatest actress ever.Her acting was in a class of it’s own.
Thank you for the beautiful video,it just shows again
the kind of person Ash was and how she inspired so many people’s lives.Tarry thanx to you too for that beautiful poem.
To the Callie family,Deyon,kids and Isidingo crew,I’m
thinking and praying for you especially on this day.
Ash,my beloved angel,you are gone but not forgotten.
In my heart you will live on forever.
I know that you’ve reached a better place,still I’d give the world to see your face.I miss you!
With love always
a loyal and devoted fan
Wow, I can’t believe that Ash has been dead for a year already, it seems like it happened just yesterday.
I agree with all the posts on the court case, yesterday I was reading the Saturday Star and I can’t believe pretorius, he thinks it was so hard on him but he doesn’t care how tough it is on the Callie family! He is so happy about everything and portrays himself as “generous” for not blaming the family and not suing the prosecutor, I mean come on! This countries justice system is the worst!!
Tarry-Anne, Hope you are well. I’m so happy that you posted, your poems are touching and inspirational, I wish you could post more often. Thanks
To Mr and Mrs Callie, Lauren, John, Deyon, kids, cast of Isidingo and fans, today is really hard and we must just remember Ash is always watching over us. The court cases must have been very tough on the Callie family and my thoughts and prayers are always with you guys…
Ash, I really, really miss you and today more then ever, I wish you were here! You are such an inspiration to me and I know you are always shining down on us… no matter where we are. You were the best actress South Africa has ever seen and you are sorely missed by all…
Ash fans, hope you guys are okay.
Sieze the Day!
Hey Tarry, Peggy and Allison,
Thank you so much for your lovely posts. They are really uplifting on this very sad day.
I can’t believe it is a year already and even though time has past the pain is still here and I think it will be here forever.
Ash, I miss you so much and I know you are watching over us and you are in all of our hearts forever.
Thank you for the beautiful video. It is really inspirational and it has reminded us of our beautiful Ash really and truly was.
To the Callie family, Deyon, Kids, isidingo cast and all her devoted fans, my thoughts and prayers are with you always and especially today. May the lord give you strength always.
Lots of love
Miss you loads Ash
You’re gone but never forgotten
Yoru devoted and loyal fan
How are you doing my friend???
Thank you for all your lovely messages and for the sms you send me.
Thanks for that lovely poem, i really wish you could write more often.
Love you my friend and just remember I am thinking of you today and always.
all my love
Hope you are doing well.
Thank you for all your beautiful emails you send me.
I love you lots too my friend
And remember i am also thinking of you today and always.
all my love
I am ok I guess. Could you please send me your email address again so I can reply to your email that you sent me a while ago.
Hope you are well and hope to chat soon
Thinking of you today and always
All my love
Could you please forward your direct contact details. Would like to speak to you about your efforts to keep the memory of Ashley alive.
Thinking of all Ashley’s loved ones. Thanks, too, to “admin” for keeping the site updated.
Hey Yolaan, Thanks 4 the complament.My email address is firstname.lastname@example.org.Please send me an email and then i will give u the rest of my details there.Chat soon.Thanks again.Kerry.
MY HEART REMEMBERS by Terry-Anne Heloein
It may have been a year ago,
It has changed our lives,
But my heart remembers.
The sound of your laughter,
Your zeal for life,
Your “seize the day” attitude,
My heart remembers.
The heartache, the pain, the feeling of missing you.
The thought that your gone,
My heart remembers.
Beautiful lady, brilliant actress, loving person,
passionate business lady
My heart remembers.
It’s a year later,
My heart remembers
Hey Tarry my dear friend,
Thank you for the lovely poems you have posted this weekend.
You are really talented my friend and you have made Ash very proud.
Could you please send me copies of the poems so I can add them to my memorial folder for Ash.
Please let me know if you can do this for me.
Love you lots
Peggy, thank you for adding my posts on yesterday,it means alot to me.I will cherish it always
Kerry thanks for your feedback i don’t have access to the internet yet, i’m at a cafe now writing this.If i could send them to u i would girl, its onlt the 2 u see here, that are the latest poems.
To Ashley’s family, Dayon, Serena, Conner & Isidingo, you are always in my thoughts.
Allison thanks to u 2. I wish i could post often but i don’t have internet at home.
I am posting now cause Peggy told me about the video, i just had to see, so i’m at the cafe now. i love the video, its beautiful:)
Ashley, i miss you so nuch, You are remembered. Always i promise.i have 9 pictures of you in my room, i plan 2 take one and blow it up very, very large, like the one’s you find in woolwoths, along with one of myself. i will keep it for as lOng as i live.ASHLEY , I LOVE YOU.
My Lady of Inspiration.
I may not post as often i wish i could, but MY HEART REMEMBERS.everyday,
Lasatly, the resturant is beautiful. i’m glad i went, thank you Paul for that.I could safely say, i sadly couldn’t meet my star:( but, that day at the resurant, i saw her other passion, i met her heart.
and forever i’ll have ASH IN MY HEART
A LOYAL FAN
I just want to say thanks for all the beautiful posts everyone wrote on the 15th. I think it was incredibly difficult for all of us!
On the 15th I phoned Mrs Callie and it was very hard but I felt so much better after I had. She is such an incredible, friendly person! It is my dream to become an actress but everyone is always so negative about it and she told me to do drama and follow in Ash’s footsteps, I was amazed because I didn’t even mention it to her. One of the things she said it was incredibly sad for them and I felt so bad for her.
Mrs Callie, thank you for being so kind and appreciative of the call, it means a lot to me!
To the Callie family, Deyon and kids, remember Ash is always there, watching over you!
I found this really cool piece that I thought was fitting…
“Occasionally, we are graced with the presence of an earth bound Angel.
They are unable to stay with us for long, but while they do, they bring unprecedented joy and happiness to all they touch.
While they are here, we bask in their goodness and marvel at their contribution to the world.
When they leave, we are left with the devastation that comes with losing such a wonderful being, but we must remember the earth bound Angels are not ours to keep.”
They are ours to enjoy, learn from, and behold until they return home.”
Ash, thanks for being our ‘Earth Bound Angel’. I miss you so much!!
Seize the day
Thanks for the message, I guess I’m okay… My email is email@example.com
Hope to chat soon!
Thank you so much for your reply and your email address. I will send you a message soon.
Thanks for your other post, it was really uplifting especially the poem.
you were so lucky to have spoken to Mrs Callie. I wish I could do that.
Chat soon and thanks again.
I miss you Ash, so very much!
Will remember you always.
Lots of love
Hi there Allison
Yes, Sunday the 15th was a very sad day indeed.
Since the 8th I’m in this somber mood.
Thanx for the beautiful poem,it uplifted my spirit a little bit.I’m glad that you had the privilege to talk to Mrs Callie.(she brought an angel into this world)
Ash,after one year and three days I still love and miss you like crazy!
a loyal and devoted fan always
Februry 21, I remember TARRY-ANNE HOLOEIN
1 YEAR LATER
A year ago, today
I gathered with many
as they shared memories of you,
Today I recall,
at the gardens of the JCC,
There was spoken of you,
Bothbyoung and old
famous and the not so famous
family, friends and fans gathered.
As the ceromony ended,
In groups they stood
talking about everything including you/
There I was, the fan.
I stood there looking around,
the TV walking about, I thought.
I swa caractors of 7de laan,Movango.
Generations and Isidingo.
I saw Daddy Barker too,
alone I stood looking at everyone else,
Than, for a moment, I forgot
why I was there, I waited for you.
Miss Lee, where are you?
i thought as I swa Vusi and Farrow.
I looked, if I, could find you
in the different crouds, than
I saw your face on the screen
and saddness, gripped my heart.
a Tear down my cheek rolled,
I turned around,
and, there in a picture
a Slight smile, your arms crossed,
There, I looked in the eyes of my Heroine
Oh Ash, I cried,
everyone is here
but not the one I wanted to meet.
Some fans meet their stars
But I, You had to greet
I wept bitterly cause you
I’ll never get to meet.
dedicated in the memory, of ASHLEY CALLIE
THE DAY OF HER MEMORIAL SERVICE 21/2/2008
That poem is gorgous.
Thanks a lots
lots of love
How are you?
I was just wondering if you got my email??
Love your fellow Ash fan,
HER TIME by Tarry-anne Holoein
Than came her time.
Little did I know that when she left,
with her she’d take this heart of mine.
One of many she left behind,
whose hearts are with her too.
Woman of grace and elegance,
is she, and sadly she had to go.
Maybe it was her time.
She went too soon.
I had hoped she’d be fine,
She’s my heroine,
The best of the best to me.
Never even had a chance to say hello,
Came her time.
Every heart was touched by her,
while she was here
and she was loved by every heart.
But I think she made our hearts her home,
way before her time.
What a beautiful poem!
I love it and it’s so true.
You are so gifted girl!
Oh, how my tears flowed again tonight! All the while I was aware that although Barker was Lee and Duncan’s “father” and colleague, Ashley’s family and friends are real and they are living every day without her. Strength and blessings to you!
Friday night’s episode had me into tears all over again.
Just to think that a year ago there were real tears
flowing in Isidingo and the reason why…Lee Haines
gone,never to return anymore.
Ash, I don’t know how long it will take me to come to
terms with your death or if I ever will be able to.
You were my inspiration and I will keep you in my heart for as long as I live.
Your loyal and devoted fan always.
Even though I have left South Africa, and am now far away, in another country. Your presence is still felt. We miss you terribly, and I still cannot believe that you are gone.
I feel very blessed, and priveleged to have spoken to Lauren & Mrs Callie some months ago. And to have met Deyon at the beautiful restaurant. The restaurant is just amazing and beautiful!
I really miss my Ashley Callie Rosebush that I had to give away, but know that it is well looked after.
Ashley, you were the BEST ACTRESS that South Africa ever had, and I miss you more than words can tell.
Mr & Mrs Callie, Lauren, John, Deyon & Kids, each and every day I think and pray for you all. I cannot imagine what you all must be going through.
From a beloved fan!
My beloved angel, Ash
after 14 months I still love and
miss you so very much!!!
Today would have been your birthday. As one of yourbiggest fans, I am still devastated and cannot believe that you are gone from us forever.
I miss you still very much, even though I now stay in Europe. You were the BEST actress South Africa has ever, ever had!!
Deyon & kids, Mr & Mrs Callie, Lauren, & John; my thoughts and daily prayers are still with you. I cannot imagine the pain you must all be going through. Just know that Ashley made a huge impact on all of us, and her fans miss her very much.
Rest in Peace, Ash, you will never be forgotten.
Your loving fan,
UNFORGETABLE YOU, 19 MAY 2009 BY – TARRY-ANNE HOLOEIN
Today I remember you, your smile, the sound of your
laughter, the Lee, in you I admire.The Ash, I adore,
admire, respect and dearly love – now deeply miss.
Today I remember you
Time goes by, but the memories of you didn’t die nor
did the tears dry.My heart still bleeds, my days never end without thinking of you.
I know in flesh you not here, but in my heart you will forever be, Loving Angel, Lady of inspiration
to me.I forever hold you dear, my star – UNFORGETABLE YOU
Today is your birthday, with a smile – the blessing of the day is you, I celebrate with tears – the
cherished memories I recall – one of many reasons
I love you so.
May 19, is all about you and as the years come and go, on this day now and forever I’ll remember
you – my star. UNFORGETABLE YOU.
Thank you Paul for your lovely comment and Tarry
for your beautiful poem.
Yes, today we celebrate a very special day – 36 years
ago an Angel was brought into this world and although
she is not with us anymore, I know she will live on in our hearts forever.
Recently I lost a family member that was very close
to my heart and I’m going through that same sad feeling I experienced 15 months ago but I know both of you are in a better place.
Ash, my superstar, go on and celebrate your
birthday with your fellow angels in heaven.I still love and miss you so very much.
Happy Birthday! I hope you had an awesome day in heaven!You know, some people say time heals the pain but that’s not true for me..I still feel the hurt and pain very much! Ash, always remember how special you are and I hope you are looking down from heaven and realize just how many peoples’ lives you have touched..
To Mr and Mrs Callie, Lauren, John, Deyon and kids, my thoughts and prayers are always with you guys, but especially today. I hope things have become a bit easier for you and you can be very proud of Ash, she touched and inspired so many people, including me… she showed me to live each day to the fullest and never, ever give up!
To my fellow Ash fans, guys today was hard and its awesome to know you guys will always be there! Thanks for the poem Tarry, brilliant as always and Paul and Peggy for the comments.
Peggy, hope you are okay and hope to chat soon!
Love your fellow Ash fan
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