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It’s been two years since Ashley left us February 15, 2010

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Ashley Callie - 2 years

Two years ago today, Ashley Callie passed away after a tragic car accident. Time may have passed Ash, but you continue to live with so many of us and will be a part of our lives forever.

“When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.” – Kahlil Gibran

Music, when soft voices die,
Vibrates in the memory,
Odours, when sweet violets sicken,
Live within the sense they quicken.

Rose leaves, when the rose is dead,
Are heaped for the beloved’s bed;
And so thy thoughts, when thou art gone,
Love itself shall slumber on.


Percy Bysshe Shelley

 

49 Comments for this post

 
Tarry-anne Says:

YOUR MEMORY LASTS – TARRY-ANNE HOLOEIN

Memories last, years has passed, still your memory lasts
It seemed as though the pain would never ease -it did.
A moment in time stretched this far, NEVER will I erase you from my heart, though time has passed the memory of you still last.
Never run out of conversation bout you, laughing at the things that remind us of you, so time went by, 2 years exactly and still I remember you,, I thought I’d never get here, a place of peace, nothing’s
changed when it comes to my love for you.
I’m not looking back, I’ll always hold you dear, for
above all, memories are meant to last.
Ashley Callie to me. especially yours.

 
Tarry-anne Says:

REMEMBERED FOREVER – TARRY-ANNE HOLOEIN

Here we are, another year gone by comfort I found,
peace I have, thoughts of you this I have too.
Who would’ve known 730 days later you still have my
heart, MY ISIDINGO ROSE.
I miss you – that’s a fact, I’ll always love you and
that’s that.
Gone but not forgotten.
Here we are – another year gone by, so no matter how many years pass by, to me Ashley you didn’t die, you
live in my heart, a place from where you will never
ever part.

 
peggy Says:

Thanx for the beautiful post of Ash’s 2 year memory and to you too Tarry for your inspiring poems my friend.
Two years- and still it feels like yesterday when that horrific news hit me.It just seems to me that I will never get over what happened to you Ash.
I’LL NEVER FORGET YOU, I’LL NEVER LET YOU OUT OF MY HEART
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WITH ME
I’LL HOLD ON TO YOUR MEMORY ASH, MY ANGEL
SOMEWHERE I KNOW YOU’LL BE WITH US
SOMEDAY IN ANOTHER TIME
BUT RIGHT NOW YOU’RE GONE, YOU JUST VANISHED AWAY
BUT I’LL NEVER LEAVE YOU BEHIND
NO, I’LL NEVER FORGET YOU ASH!!!
To the Callie family and Ash’s loved ones, you still
in my prayers, I know that God will give you the strength to go on.
Ash, I love and miss you!!!

With love always
From a devoted fan
Peggy

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Thanks Tarry my Friend for your lovely posts and Peggy for yours too.

I can’t believe it has been 2 years (730 days as Tarry said) since our Beloved Ash died.

After all this time I still miss you lots and still think about you and always will. You have been my inspiration and still are and I know Ash you are looking over us all from above and one day we will all meet again in the place called Heaven.

As you probably see I still Chat to your dear Friend Francine and we are becoming close.

Ash, I miss you and love you so much and yes I still feel the pain and have the memory of the day I found out you died but I have found some sort of peace because I know you will always be in my heart forever and always and you helped me find friends that loved you just as much as I do and going through the same thing.

I love you my Ashley Callie and hope you resting in peace.

To Ash’s family, Deyon, Kids and everyone else who knew the Beloved Ashley Callie, You are all still in my prayers and I hope you to have found peace.

Miss you staxs Ash
Love you always
Your beloved Fan forever
Kerry
xxxx

 
Allison Says:

Wow! I cant believe that it’s been 2 years already! I still remember the day Ash passed away, I still remember this day 1 year ago, but it all seems like just yesterday!

There were many times today that I just felt like crying but I kept thinking of the sense of humour Ash had and managed to smile! Peggy, I totally agree, I’m also not sure if I’ll ever get over what happened to Ash!

Ash, I’ll never, ever forget you and even though I only saw you on TV, it really felt as if I knew you and had lost a dear friend. I think about you every day and know that you are watching over us from heaven. Thank you for the positive impact you had on my life, teaching me to laugh a little more and to seize each day as if it were my last. I miss you tons!!

To Mr and Mrs Callie, Lauren, John, Deyon, kids and everyone else who loved Ashley deeply, I hope you are all coping and that each day becomes a little easier. I cant imagine how hard everything must be for you!

Love Allison

P.S Thanks to Tarry for her lovely poems and Kerry and Peggy for the posts. As well as the person who posted the two year memory thing, truly beautiful!

 
Estelle Says:

I was just thinking about the SAFTAs, and Ashley’s name kept popping up. Good memories.
Best wishes to Ashley’s loved ones and colleagues x x

 
Francine Kruger Says:

Gone But not forgotten

Gone, but not forgotten

This pain, I cannot hide

In memory, I see you

A million tears, I?ve cried.

The tender thoughts you left me

Come to my memory

Your loving smile, so precious

Will always be with me.

You visit me in summer

When flowers are in bloom

Upon a ray of sunshine

A star-lit night in June.

 
Francine Kruger Says:

Whispers From the Heart

They say that life is fleeting

I know that this is true

I left this world so quickly

With no goodbye to you.

I know how much you miss me

Your Tears fall ever light

The pillow where you lay your head

Is wet with them at night.

I know your heart is hurting

The words we left ,unsaid

I love you’s, left unspoken

Are spinning in your head.

The strength that I have carried

That served to make you whole

Remains to make you stronger

Within your grieving soul.

For you see ,while you were weeping

On the day I passed away

at the gravesite near the flowers

Where my loved ones knelt to pray

An angel came to see me

She took me by the hand

She led me to a kingdom

In a very distant land

As I look down from heaven

And see you standing there

Your heart so ever burdened

With more grief than it can bear

I long to bring you comfort

I long to give you peace

I long to hold you closely

Cause all your tears to cease

The joy I’ve found in heaven

Goes far beyond compare

The love that’s so elusive

Can be found here everywhere

The light is softly shining

There’s no storm clouds here or rain

There’s no teardrops found in heaven

There’s no suffering,there’s no pain

You needn’t be so troubled

Stay close to God and pray

That someday we’ll be together

One bright and glorious day

So my love , you shouldn’t question

My dear you need not cry

I’ve gone to be with Jesus

I really didn’t die

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Franni,

Thanks so much for these loving poems you have written. Means so much to me and so much to Ash and the rest of us.

To Allison, thanks for your posts too.

Guys, What to you think about writing something here once a month and try to keep this website alive, just like Ash is alive in all of us???

Please let me know what you think.

Miss you staxs Ash and love you stax too
Your fan
Kerry

 
Allison Says:

Hey Kerry

I think it’s an awesome idea, because we only really post on the day Ash passed away and her birthday! I hope everyone else feels the same!

Love Allison

 
peggy Says:

Hi Kerry and Allison

I do agree with you guys but I hope this time that
words will be put into action.
I remember one and a half years ago one of the Ash fans also came up with this brilliant idea and nothing came from it.
I’ll find out by Tarry what she thinks about this suggestion.

Your fellow Ash fan
Peggy

 
Tarry-anne Says:

Hey Franni

Thank you so very much for that beautiful poem, it
really inspired me.

Love Tarry

 
Tarry-anne Says:

GONE TO BE WITH JESUS – FOR ASH – LOVE TARRY

It was as though you spoke, letting us know you saw it all, our tears, you felt our pain when your spirit and soul departed from your body to meet your Maker in your glorified new body.
In Francine’s poem you spoke “I really didn’t die” that touched me deep for I heard your every word.
Gone to be with Jesus you say… but it hurt so much that day.
I remember it well, you spoke and bring comfort today , I’ve gone to be with Jesus you say.
I, in return will stay close to God and pray that I one day too will be with Jesus(when my work on earth is done)and have you usher me in with the Angels through heavens gates.

 
Tarry-anne Says:

Hey Kerry, Allison and Peggy

I’m with you on the idea for the monthly thing.
I suggest that we do it on the 15th of each month.
I agree with you Peggy, that we have to put words into action this time around.

Love always
Tarry

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Allison, Peggy, Tarry and Franni,

Guys thanks for your responses, means alot to me. This past week I have been missing Ash so much and I even had a dream about her. After my dream I know she knows how much we all love her and that she is looking over us from heaven and she is with all of us in every thing we do where ever we are. And she has brought us all together, so we are together forever and always.

Tarry, I love the idea of the 15th of every month. I want to post poems, pictures and make even songs but I wonder how we do the pictures and songs thing. Do you guys have any ideas????

I will get Franni to come on here again and post a comment on here.

Love you guys lots my Ash Friend’s.

Ash, I miss you so much and I love you too and I will always be connected to you even though we never meet.

Chat soon Guys
Love ya all
Your fellow Ash Fan
Kerry
xxxx

 
Tarry-anne Says:

IN MY QUIET TIME – TARRY-ANNE

In my quiet time today
I had my moment
You, I thought about as
today also holds an
anniversary about you
I remember never to forget
The month you slipped into
eternity, so silently

In my quiet time today
I felt sad for a moment
I missed you in that moment
I found that reality can
be so harsh
In my quiet moment today
I smiled, thinking about you
because of who you are and
how much you mean to me:)

You may be gone but truly
never forgotten
I have alot of quiet time
it keeps me focus
Dear Ashley, today
in my quiet time
I thought of you because
you always in my heart
even when it’s not
my quiet time
you on my mind
Je’taime always

 
peggy Says:

Thanx Tarry
indeed, today it’s an anniversary…21st of February
2 years ago was Ash’s memorial service held.
What a sad day it was.

Kerry, I don’t have any idea about the picture and
song thing, maybe there will be somebody who can help
in that matter.

Ash, today I still feel that emptiness inside of me.
Love and miss you

A loyal fan always
Peggy

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Tarry and Peggy,

Thanks Tarry for the beautiful beautiful poem means so much to me.

I also have these quite moments, quite a few of them lately and I am missing Ash so much that sometimes it really really hurts to know that she is never coming back. I get this pain in my heart and gut and it gets unbearable most of the time.

Peggy, Thanks friend for your little comment.

Ash, I miss you so much and you know when that pain gets unbearable for me but then I just have to look at the stars like a did tonight and I see you watching over me and then everything seems ok again but still you not on this earth but I am and you are up there and sometimes I just want to be with you up there.

I miss you and love you staxs forever and always.
Your beloved fan
Kerry
xxx

 
Terri-Anne Marais Says:

Ash you will never be forgotten…u will always live on in my heart…i think about you constantly.

Rip
Until we meet again

 
Terri-Anne Marais Says:

Ash you will never be forgotten…u will always live on in my heart…i think about you constantly.

Rip
Until we meet again

 
Allison Says:

Hey guys

Hope you all doing okay
I recently came across this song and I think it describes quite a lot of how I feel about Ash…

Matthew West – Save a place for me.

Don’t be mad
If I cry
It just hurts so bad, sometimes
‘Cause everyday it’s sinking in
And I have to say goodbye all over again

You know I bet it feels good to have the weight of this world off your shoulders now
I’m dreaming of the day when I’m finally there with you

(Chorus)
Save a place for me
Save a place for me
I’ll be there soon
I’ll be there soon
Save a place for me
Save some grace for me
I’ll be there soon
I’ll be there soon

I have asked the questions why
But I guess the answers for another time
So instead I pray, with every tear
And be thankful for the time I had you here

(Chorus)

I wanna live my life Just like you did
Make the most of my time Just like you did
And I want to make my home up in the sky Just like you did
Oh, but until I get there…
Until I get there…

(Chorus)

I’m not sure how to get the actual song on this message so here is the YouTube link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVDmNoe5ndc

Ash I can’t believe another month has gone by and I still really miss you. I hope you can see how many people remain touched by you and how much we love you!

Love Allison
P.S. Fellow Ash fans…I wont be able to post anything about your posts because we are leaving for a week camp today, but I know they will be awesome!! Xx

 
Tarry-anne Says:

STILL REMEMBER YOU ASHLEY – TARRY-ANNE HELOEIN

Another day is here
Another month nearly over
As time goes by
Sometimes faster than we thought
And still I think of you

With a grin I now remember
the actress I so bitterly wept for
at times of your departure
I miss you really I do
Gone to soon, that’s true

I’ll never forget you
I promise you
Always

 
peggy Says:

They always used to say
We should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
or at least how the story goes
But I never believed them ’til now

I know I’ll see you again I’m sure
No it’s not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face.

Ash after two years and one month
It still hurts so,so very much.

From a devoted fan always

Peggy

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Tarry – anne and Peggy,

Thank you guys so much for putting a post up on the 15th.

I am still missing Ash so much and I can’t believe how fast time is going by lately.

Ash I still miss you more and more each day.

Love you always and forever

Your fan forever
Kerry
xxxx

 
Allison Says:

Ash… I don’t know why but I miss you so much today. I hope you are smiling down on us!

 
Terence Eva Says:

Just happened on this site today….
Still miss you Ashely will always…

I am sure you are smiling down on us.

 
Allison Says:

Hey guys

I tried to send this post twice last month but it says awaiting moderation next to them so i am posting it now… Sorry but I don’t know what happened…
(Maybe it was because I posted a Youtube address so I will take it out)

Hope you all doing okay
I recently came across this song and I think it describes quite a lot of how I feel about Ash…

Matthew West – Save a place for me.

Don’t be mad
If I cry
It just hurts so bad, sometimes
‘Cause everyday it’s sinking in
And I have to say goodbye all over again

You know I bet it feels good to have the weight of this world off your shoulders now
I’m dreaming of the day when I’m finally there with you

(Chorus)
Save a place for me
Save a place for me
I’ll be there soon
I’ll be there soon
Save a place for me
Save some grace for me
I’ll be there soon
I’ll be there soon

I have asked the questions why
But I guess the answers for another time
So instead I pray, with every tear
And be thankful for the time I had you here

(Chorus)

I wanna live my life Just like you did
Make the most of my time Just like you did
And I want to make my home up in the sky Just like you did
Oh, but until I get there…
Until I get there…

(Chorus)

I’m not sure how to get the actual song on this message but it is on Youtube!

Ash I can’t believe another month has gone by and I still really miss you. I hope you can see how many people remain touched by you and how much we love you!

Love Allison

 
Peggy Says:

Thank you Allison for that beautiful song, the lyrics
describe exactly how I feel about her too.

My beloved Ash, after 26 months – you still live on in my heart and that is where I intend to keep you forever.
My Ashley Callie rose will always remind me of you.

Love always
Peggy

 
Tarry-Anne Says:

Ash, years may pass by
Tears may dry
But the memory of you
will never die

Love
Tarry-Anne

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Tarry, Peggy and Allison,

Thanks for your posts means a lot to me and I know Ash Feels the same.

I miss her dearly and Still think of her everyday. My ashley Callie Rose is starting to bloom again now. And it is just os beautiful

Thanks Allison for the lovely song. I am going to try and find it on You tube now.

Thanks Peggy for your POst. Did you get my email I sent you the other day??? Let me know

Thanks Tarry. How are you dong my friend.

Hope you guys are all well.

Love you all lots

To Ash, Miss you still after all this time and think about you daily. We will meet one day in heaven and we can catch up and have a lovely time. Love you still

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Dear Ash,

This poem I would like to delicate to you

WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME

When tomorrow starts without me
And I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
The way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn’t get to say.

I know how much you loved me
As much as I loved you,
and each time you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand;
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand;

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind,
All those I dearly loved.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seem almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

i thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
i thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I’d say good bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then i fully realised,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I think of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
i thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow
But when I walked through heaven;s gates,
I felt so much at home,
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His Great golden Throne.

He said:

“This is eternity,
And all I have promised you.
today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day’s the same way
There’s no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true
Though there were times, you did some things
You knew you shouldn’t do.

But you have been forgiven
And now at last you’re free
So won’t you come and take my hand
And share My life with me?”

So when tomorrow start’s without me,
Don’t think we’re far apart.
For everything you think of me,
I’m right here in your heart.

Love you lots
Your fan forever
Kerry
xxx

 
Peggy Says:

Hi Kerry

Thank you for the beautiful poem.
Thanx for the email too, I appreciate it.

Your fellow Ash fan
Peggy

 
Allison Says:

Wow Kerry! That poem was really touching and even brought tears to my eyes…Thanks!

Love Allison

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Peggy and Allison,

Thanks very much. Means alot to me.

Tomorrow is going to be a very hard day for because it was the day that my Gran died four years ago. And I miss her terrible.

Hope you guys are well
Chat soon
Love you guys lots
Kerry
xxx

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hi Guys,

Here is another poem I found, so i thought I would write it up here.

They say memories are golden
Well, maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place
No one could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway
And heartache made a lane.
I’d walk the path to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our family and friend chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

I love you lots Ash and miss you more.

Your fan forever
Ker
xxx

 
Allison Says:

Hey guys

I cant believe another month has passed already… Here’s a poem I found…

light a candle,
see it glow,
watch it dance,
when you feel low,
think of me,
think of light,
I’ll always be here,
day or night,
a candle flickers,
out of sight,
but in your heart,
I still burn bright,
think not of sadness,
that I’m not near,
think of gladness,
and joyous cheer,
I have not left,
I am not gone,
I’m here to stay
my little one,
so when you light a candle
and you see it glow
and you watch it dance
in your heart you’ll know
that I would never leave you
even when you feel so blue
I’m sitting up here with the Lord
and now watching over you

Lots of love
Allison

 
Peggy Says:

Allison, thanks again for the lovely poem.

Dear Ash, after 27 months – I’m still thinking
of you my angel.

Your fan always
Peggy

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Guys,

Thanks a million for keeping this website alive.

Can’t believe another month and We are still missing you so much Ash. We love you still and always always will.

Your fan forever

 
Juanita Says:

Ah…. how I wish she did not have to go.
Have not been able to watch Isidingo since she left.
Ash, you were simply the best!

Luv ya

Juanita

 
Peggy Says:

Ash, I never thought for one moment that I would still miss you after all this time (28 months)
But I do, I certainly do.

Love you always

Peggy

 
Allison Says:

Peggy, I totally agree with you!

Ash, I miss you and often think of you… but I know you’re watching over us and that makes me feel a bit better!

lots of love
Allison

 
Allison Says:

Ash… 29 months… I miss you!!

 
Francine Kruger Says:

Gone, but Not Forgotten

Gone, but not forgotten
This pain, I cannot hide
In memory, I see you
A million tears, I’ve cried.

The tender thoughts you left me
Come to my memory
Your loving smile, so precious
Will always be with me.

You visit me in summer
When flowers are in bloom
Upon a ray of sunshine
A star-lit night in June.

When winds are gently blowing
Across a cloudless sky
Within a rolling meadow
Where horse and cattle lie.

I see you in the treetops
As summer comes to be
In shadows, you do linger
A soul so young and free.

I see you in the garden
Your scent does fill the air
Just like a precious flower
A rose, so ever fair.

On country roads, I find you
Along the wooded lane
Within the distant thunder
I see you in the rain.

In early hush of morning
You come without a sound
Upon a blazing sunset
Your memory can be found.

Like sprigs of morning glory
Upon the vine, they grow
With branches reaching outward
Into my heart, you go.

Just like a special angel
God wrapped you in His care
And took you off to heaven
To live with Him, up there.

But often, I still see you
Upon a light blue sky
And long so much to hold you
Why did you have to die?

Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
©2007

 
Francine Kruger Says:

Journey to Heaven

I am going on a journey
To a place I long to go
A land that’s filled with angels
Where the peaceful valleys flow.

I have no need for luggage
So I plan to travel light
A first-class trip to heaven
It’s a non-returning flight.

There won’t be tears of sadness
Sweet blessings I will reap
A torch will burn eternal
And the soul doth never sleep.

I do not need an auto
There is no bus or train
My journey is predestined
And I won’t be back again.

No need for food or shelter
Everything I need is there
My home that lies in heaven
Is a joy beyond compare.

I am ready for my venture
Got the voucher in my hand
I’m bound for Zion glory
In that far-off distant land.

I am headed for that City
My flight was paid for me
To a land of peace and beauty
Just beyond the crystal sea.

I soon will have my ticket
There is no need to pack
On a one-way trip to heaven
And I won’t be coming back.

Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
©2005

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Hey Fran,

Thanks for the lovely poems and yes after all this time I still miss Ash very much and I am sure I alway will.

Miss you Ash and Love you lots

 
Estelle Says:

The years seem to fly by … thinking of Ash’s family, colleagues, friends, fans x x

 
Kerry Gray Says:

Ash, it has been 3 years today since you lefted us and to me it still feels like yesterday when I heard that terrible news.

I miss you so much but I know you are with me where ever I go and everytime I walk out of my front door I see my Ash Rose and I think of you. You are such an inspiration in my life and I love you lots always have and always will.

Thanks for blessing this world with your presence.

I am thinking of your Family, Friends and isidingo cast.

Love you Ash and just remember you will never be forgotten by me.

Your beloved fan forever and always
Love You
Kerry
xxxx

 
Peggy Says:

Kerry, I agree with you that after 3 years I’m still
thinking of Ash too.

My Ashley Callie Rose is also reminding me how special
she was.

Ash, I know you at a better place but still I would give the world to see your face.

From a devoted and loyal fan always

Luv
Peggy

 
Robs Says:

Ash, three years they decided you had to fly even higher and took you to lead their army of Angels. Our hearts still miss you terribly and there will always be a sparkle missing.

You will be forever with us Ash. You are and were an amazing woman, so fly high Angel Ash and know you are forever in our hearts!

To Ash’s family, may the peace knowing she is with us in heart and spirit and probably having a blast in heaven, always keep her close. You in my thoughts!

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